목요일, 6월 08, 2006
shawn
Thinking about: how cruel this world isToday should have been a happy day. I went faithfully to lab, the miniprep was done, went causeway point to meet my mum n i even managed to find my dress. But still, 2 things occurred that kinda set me thinking.
Is this world fair?
I reckon not.
Good people die early.
Although i din know lena personally, she was my schoolmate since st nicks n even now in life science. In fact, she was someone i had always deemed as having the perfect life. She was pretty, rich, had good grades n even had this goodlooking boyfren. In short, she had everything going so smoothly for her. Until it incurred the jealousy of God.
End of story.
Perhaps it is a blessing in disguise that i wasnt born half as perfect as i had hoped to be.
Who am i kidding huh.
As for the second thing that is bothering me, i guess its best to leave it to its own devices. I tried n i did my best. If help is still required of me, i would gladly help by all means. If not, so be it. For i absolutely do not wish to advocate the idea of asking pple to do something against their will.
On a lighter note, i chanced upon an old fren today at clementi. Glad to see her for she was one of my shinhwa buddies back in nj days..lol.
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